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KALMIA

Music: KALM

Lyrics: KALM

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Lyrics

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そして子供は意識持ち　赤い掌握りしめて
綺麗な虚飾りの空き箱に　気付かぬまま胸躍らせる

指先を離れるものは落ち　足元に告げる終わりの音に
床を這う姿目に映し　あどけなく気付かぬふりをする

今　巡る過去に僕の姿舞い込んで行く
僕はいつ絶えるの？　全てlet me down

忘れられた記憶の欠片　蹲る身に陽を落としていく
抵抗もなく積木の町は　幼な者に身を任せている
燥ぐ少女の抱く人形　肉を引き裂き宙を舞って逝く
眠り疲れた瞳の前で　疑いもなく透き通って逝く

靜に

そして子供は手に入れる　組立てることは意味もないと
何一つ終るものもなく　何一つ誕生るものもなく

今　閉じる未来　僕の姿刷り込んでいく
僕はいつ還るの？　やがてlet me down

そして全ては壊れるために　全ては壊れ忘れるために

今　巡る過去に僕の姿舞い込んで行く
僕はいつ絶えるの？　全てlet me down

忘れられた記憶の欠片　蹲る身に陽を落としていく
遊び疲れた瞳の中で　疑いもなくなだれ落ちて逝く

そして全ては壊れるために　全ては壊れ忘れるために———————————————————————————————————————————

Modified Lyrics

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そして子供は意識持ち　赤い掌握りしめて
綺麗な虚飾¹の空き箱に　気付かぬまま胸躍らせる

指先を離れるものは落ち　足元に告げる終わりの音に
床を這う姿目に映し　あどけなく気付かぬふりをする

今　巡る過去に僕の姿舞い込んで行く
ああ²、僕はいつ絶えるの？　ああ³、全てlet me down [レット・ミー・ダウン]

忘れられた記憶の欠片　蹲る身に陽を落としていく
抵抗もなく積木の町は　幼な者に身を任せている
燥ぐ少女の抱く人形　肉を引き裂き宙を舞って逝く
眠り疲れた瞳の前で　疑いもなく透き通って逝く

靜かに⁴

そして子供は手に入れる　組立てることは意味もないと
何一つ終るものもなく　何一つ単なる⁵ものもなく

今　閉じる未来　僕の姿刷り込んでいく
ああ⁶、僕はいつ還るの？　ああ⁷、やがてlet me down [レット・ミー・ダウン]

忘れられた記憶の欠片　蹲る身に陽を落としていく
抵抗もなく積木の町は　幼な者に身を任せている
燥ぐ少女の抱く人形　肉を引き裂き宙を舞って逝く
眠り疲れた瞳の前で　疑いもなく透き通って逝く⁸

そして全ては壊れるために　全ては壊れ忘れるために

そして全ては壊れるために　全ては壊れ忘れるために

ために⁹

今　巡る過去に僕の姿舞い込んで行く
ああ¹⁰、僕はいつ絶えるの？　ああ¹¹、全てlet me down [レット・ミー・ダウン]

忘れられた記憶の欠片　蹲る身に陽を落としていく
遊び疲れた瞳の中で　疑いもなくなだれ落ちて逝く

そして全ては壊れるために　全ては壊れ忘れるために

そして全ては壊れるために　全ては壊れ忘れるために

そして全ては壊れるために　全ては壊れ忘れるために

そして全ては壊れるために　全ては壊れ忘れるために

ために¹²

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Notes:

¹ 虚飾り is what is mistakenly written, but 虚飾 is what is sung.

² ああ is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

³ ああ is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

⁴ 靜に is what is mistakenly written, but 靜かに is what is sung.

⁵ 誕生る is what is mistakenly written, but 単なる is what is sung.

⁶ ああ is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

⁷ ああ is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

⁸ This verse is repeated here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

⁹ These last two lines are sung here, but are not written in the official lyrics.

¹⁰ ああ is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

¹¹ ああ is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

¹² These last four lines are sung here, but are not written in the official lyrics.———————————————————————————————————————————

Rōmaji Lyrics

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Soshite kodomo wa ishikimochi…akai tenohira nigirishimete

Kirei na kyokaza¹ no akibako ni…kizukanu mama mune odoraseru

Yubisaki o hanareru mono wa ochi…ashimoto ni tsugeru owari no ne ni

Yuka o hau sugatame ni utsushi…adokenaku kizukanu furi o suru

Ima…meguru kako ni boku no sugata maikonde yuku

Ā,² boku wa itsu taeru no?…Ā,³ subete let me down [retto mī daun]

Wasurerareta kioku no kakera…uzukumaru mi ni hi o otoshite iku

Teikō mo naku tsumiki no machi wa…ito na mono ni mi o makasete iru

Hashagu shōjo no idaku ningyō…niku o hikisaki, chū o matte iku

Nemuritsukareta hitomi no mae de…utagai mo naku sukitōtte iku

Shizuka ni…⁴

Soshite kodomo wa te ni ireru…kumitateru koto wa imi mo nai to

Nani hitotsu owaru mono mo naku…nani hitotsu tan naru⁵ mono mo naku

Ima…tojiru mirai…boku no sugata surikonde iku

Ā,⁶ boku wa itsu kaeru no?…Ā,⁷ yagate let me down [retto mī daun]

Wasurerareta kioku no kakera…uzukumaru mi ni hi o otoshite iku

Teikō mo naku tsumiki no machi wa…ito na mono ni mi o makasete iru

Hashagu shōjo no idaku ningyō…niku o hikisaki, chū o matte iku

Nemuri tsukareta hitomi no mae de…utagai mo naku sukitōtte iku⁸

Soshite subete wa kowareru tame ni…subete wa kowarewasureru tame ni

Soshite subete wa kowareru tame ni…subete wa kowarewasureru tame ni

Tame ni…⁹

Ima…meguru kako ni boku no sugata maikonde yuku

Ā,¹⁰ boku wa itsu taeru no?…Ā,¹¹ subete let me down [retto mī daun]

Wasurerareta kioku no kakera…uzukumaru mi ni hi o otoshite iku

Asobitsukareta hitomi no naka de…utagai mo naku nagareochite iku

Soshite subete wa kowareru tame ni…subete wa kowarewasureru tame ni

Soshite subete wa kowareru tame ni…subete wa kowarewasureru tame ni

Soshite subete wa kowareru tame ni…subete wa kowarewasureru tame ni

Soshite subete wa kowareru tame ni…subete wa kowarewasureru tame ni

Tame ni…¹²

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Notes:

¹ 'kyokazari' is what is mistakenly written, but 'kyokaza' is what is sung.

² 'Ā' is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

³ 'Ā' is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

⁴ 'Shizu ni...' is what is mistakenly written, but 'Shizuka ni...' is what is sung.

⁵ 'tanjō naru' is what is mistakenly written, but 'tan naru' is what is sung.

⁶ 'Ā' is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

⁷ 'Ā' is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

⁸ This verse is repeated here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

⁹ These last two lines are sung here, but are not written in the official lyrics.

¹⁰ 'Ā' is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

¹¹ 'Ā' is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

¹² These last four lines are sung here, but are not written in the official lyrics.

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My English Translation

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And now the child grasps tightly in her red palm...my consciousness which she keeps in her possession

My heart pounds as I realize...the empty box that is of the beautiful void of my new existence

The thing that is separated from my fingers falls and...in the sound of the end that tells of my final steps

I project my human form and eyes that crawl on the floor and...I pretend to notice that she is not innocent

Now...my form drops in unexpectedly into the past that returns

Ah,¹ when will I die out?...Ah,² everything has let me down

Fragments of my memories made to be forgotten...the days are finishing up for my human body that cowers

The town of toy building blocks that does not even have a resistance...entrusts my body to that young child person

The doll that I am, who is embraced by the little girl who frolics...my flesh is torn up and I am dancing in midair

Without even a doubt, my former self continues to be transparent...before my sleepy and worn-out eyes

Quietly...

And now the child takes me into her hand...my construction does not even have significance

There is not even one thing that will end for me now and...there is not even one thing that is simple in my new existence

Now...my future that is closed/unchanging...imprint upon your consciousness my form so that it will not be forgotten

Ah,³ when will I return?...Ah,⁴ soon, let me down

Fragments of my memories made to be forgotten...the days are finishing up for my human body that cowers

The town of toy building blocks that does not even have a resistance...entrusts my body to that young child person

The doll that I am, who is embraced by the little girl who frolics...my flesh is torn up and I am dancing in midair

Without even a doubt, my former self continues to be transparent...before my sleepy and worn-out eyes⁵

And now, because of everything that is broken...because of everything that is broken and that she forgets

And now, because of everything that is broken...because of everything that is broken and that she forgets

Because of...⁶

Now...my form drops in unexpectedly into the past that returns

Ah,⁷ when will I die out?...Ah,⁸ everything has let me down

Fragments of my memories made to be forgotten...the days are finishing up for my human body that cowers

Without a doubt, I continue to descend and fall...inside of my unused and worn-out eyes

And now, because of everything that is broken...because of everything that is broken and that she forgets

And now, because of everything that is broken...because of everything that is broken and that she forgets

And now, because of everything that is broken...because of everything that is broken and that she forgets

And now, because of everything that is broken...because of everything that is broken and that she forgets

Because of...⁹

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Notes:

¹ 'Ah' is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

² 'Ah' is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

³ 'Ah' is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

⁴ 'Ah' is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

⁵ This verse is repeated here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

⁶ These last two lines are sung here, but are not written in the official lyrics.

⁷ 'Ah' is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

⁸ 'Ah' is sung here, but is not written in the official lyrics.

⁹ These last four lines are sung here, but are not written in the official lyrics.